In the Company of a Ghost
by Kymmo Valenton
In a way, you, my dear friends, are in the company of a ghost.
Why is this, you ask? Or perhaps you don’t ask,
perhaps you don’t care at all. If you’re expecting dripping ghostly green ectoplasm
or a white bed sheet with holes cut out for the eyes,
then you, my dear friends, have the wrong expectations. You are wrong, yet
are still in the company of a ghost. A ghost
holds on long after his time, longing for more time here with his dear friends to feel loving arms
around his neck, arms that are slipping, arms that shouldn’t let go,mustn’t let go, arms that continue
slipping, those arms are gliding off too quickly, too soon, those arms.
Those arms are gone.
Those arms are no longer holding
our dear friend. He cannot let go
because those once loving arms
have let me go.
This is why you, my dear friends,
are in the company of a ghost.
Would It Have Been Better If I Left While You Were Still Sleeping, Love?
by Kymmo Valenton
The new dawn is breaking
Into our home, into our room
Through our window to take you
Away, to take you away from me again,
To package you up in a suit and tie.
The light is invading our space
Illuminating your scruffy morning face
That I won’t see again for a little while.
I pretend that if I ask you to stay,
to stay for me, to stay with me here,
here where the smoothly flowing cold sea
of sheets between my fingers fail to fill
the spaces the way your warm hands do,
that you’ll ensure me that you won’t be gone
for too long, that we’ll be together again soon,
that everything will be fine, right before you pull
your body away from me and let go of my hand
because I do not, will not let go of my own accord.
Even in my daydream you have to go.
The Sky Slowly Inhales and Holds Its Deep Breath
by Kymmo Valenton
Some hollow, metallic sound outside echoes.
A swift swish of wailing wind moans,
slashing quickly through the stormy air.
The wind rises up high,
forcing the town to lower
the flag and put it away,
but for a moment
the world is silent and still.
Perhaps, for a moment,
the blowing wind
on the flagless flag pole rope
stopped clanging the pulley.
The buoy outside the old sailor’s bar resounds
like the memory of the newscaster reporting
upcoming gale force winds that will later be joined
by enough torrential downpours to make folks forget
that skies can, in fact, be blue.
The clinking of a newly topped off glass beer mug
interrupts the silent focus of the town regulars
from the ominous hollowing sounds outside
and the rise and fall of static from the small television
with a wavering signal.
Blast! The weak wooden window latch succumbs,
smacking the already cracked walls, unable to hold
off the first wave of gusty cloudburst. The storm
releases its breath, exhaling a blast of hurricane
through the weak, widening wooden window.
The storm again gives birth and the clouds scream
in thunderous blustery agony as the sky is sucked
inside out by the tempestuous force of nature.
This Chilly Moonless Autumn Night
by Kymmo Valenton
Your hands feel the cold stone
of this textured tower wall. You look up
and see an arched, hollow window gaping
like a moaning train tunnel, darker inside
than the moonless night sky. This chilly autumn air
pierces the bridge of your nose as you turn
your hooded head away and take a muddy step
back toward the woods you braved through
in this chilly, moonless autumn night.
As the impending fog before you thickens
the last touch of almost starry night disappears
behind the rolling black clouds.
Even the dry, crispy rose petal impaled on a thorn
succumbs and disintegrates into the cold wind,
leaving what’s left of the thorn bush
without its last memory of sunrise.
Waltz of the Jolly Roger
by Kymmo Valenton
The ceiling of the grand ballroom
Opens as if it were taking in a deep breath.
All of the golden oil painted negative space
And striped Moorish arches allow the chandelier to shine
Blood red.
The pirates hang from the ceiling,
Each with his wrists bound to his ankles,
Festooned in the shape of a teardrop
Or a bell or a drop of blood.
The Jolly Roger slowly turns
Without even a slight breeze or breath,
Dangling from a single chord of rope.
How jolly Roger used to be before the navy came,
Smiling at the sinking enemy ships set on fire by black powder.
Perhaps he still smiles, even through the darkness,
Even through the gaping, gasping
Cannonball holes you can almost hear moan
On the side of his ship far below the surface of the sea,
And hangs high and proud on his ship’s tallest mast.
Perhaps the pirates hang high too, robust and glorious
Like their billowing flag, shameless and naked
With nothing to hide and everything to be proud of, a trophy
Not for a queen and her navy
But for themselves and the successes of their wanderlust.
Stick A Fork In It
by Kymmo Valenton
Rough is the wrong consistency
for this batter
of a day, where hours of flour
leave fingerprints
on the cluttered counter,
where the floor is so littered
that there is nothing
to walk on but eggshells.
Lick the spoon and it glops
down your throat
as you choke
on this battery day.
Gale
by Kymmo Valenton
In the middle of a storm, no one ever looks past
The towering water spouts, the deck-pounding
Gale force blasts of wind,
The blinding lightning that precedes the thunder.
No, it’s always about the lunging tsunami waves
That engulf cities and slam ships.
No one cares about hurricanes and no one takes time
To temper typhoons and tempests when the beautiful mess
Goes on below the razor-sharp waves that cut through sails and masts.
The shore never receives the dove with the olive branch
Because the warship was too proud to send it.
No one ever knows how the two seahorses release the kelp that was giving way,
Linking tails one last time before being ripped through the water,
Inhaled by the whirlpool together.
No one ever sees the eyes that look
Like two sunflowers drifting on a calm, blue sea after the storm.
Everybody is too busy reporting on the eye of the storm
If they aren’t dying in it.
Of Piers
by Kymmo Valenton
Loss is a heart drawn in the sand like a mandala,
Or bravery built like a sandcastle,
Too close to the edge of the sea when the tide comes
Slowly washing away every last grain,
Every speck of courage
Built up to walk across the boardwalk
To the end of the pier to look her in the eyes
And smile without an awkward, nervous giggle
To ask her to dance.
Her elegant wrist rests on the old, wooden
Pier guard rail that contrasts
With her soft, creamy hazelnut skin.
Her hair is backlit, gloriously
Set on fire, revealing her radiance.
You are not ready yet and all your plans are sure to fail.
The salt in the air is thick in your throat
As you notice how large the ocean is behind her,
And how high up the planks of wood you’re standing on
Rise above the crashing waves.
Loss is yours because you turn away
A few steps from deeper waters.
The wooden boards beneath you creak.